Intoxicated is the perfect word to describe me. I’m intoxicated by the world around me, the people, the place, the music, the alcohol, the drugs, the emotions… it’s just one big exciting roller coaster so scary at some points yet that thrill excites me more. I have a slightly addictive personality which of course leads me to over think/feel. But fuck I’m so contradicting some days I want the whole world and explore and have a guy there experiencing it all.with me and not giving two fucks in the world and then other days I want to be independent, work hard and make my millions caring so much about every minor detail. So fuck right? Fuck can express so many things to me like I can say fuck and mean it’s the best thing ever, or fuck like I have fucked up, fuck that’s sad, fuck this food is amazing, fuck I’m going to kill you, fuck you’re lucky, fuck fuck fuck… fuck right to means to like everything in combination and that in that moment it feels right. And to me that happens very little because in my world of intoxication there is hardly that in between of my extreme.